September 29, 2013

modes of procrastination

I have written very little but I feel so much. 
As I write this I should be studying some Bourdieu.
How much of this is actually important?
I write in fragmented poetics because I cannot write full sentences.

One day I will write about my life. It will be a semi-fictional account of the girl wanderer. There will be a dance-film accompaniment. A branding. Is this how I will crack into capitalism? I fear not. There will be a moment when I truly believe that I am doing what I do for no other reason than it makes me feel nice.

I play music
and also write.
The dancing is inherent,
it always has been.

I try to make sense of my talents
and wonder
where the lines transgress

for the small girl wanderer.